Saturday, September 16, 2006 [ 8:31 PM ]
i'm trying not to get close to you. i'm trying hard enough.
i'm trying not to break down real hard, cos right now i'm just unstable.
you know you've been there for me, and i don't know how i can thank you.
you try hiding yourself, but soon you will realise you can't keep up with it.
i'm trying real hard not to get close to you. i just know that i don't wish to get hurt anymore.
the numerous cuts are all going numb. my hand is turning numb, it's used to the pain already.
i want a normal life.
i'm drifting apart.
im staying away from home.
i just don't want to come home every single day knowing problems will arise.
crying just helps me to lessen my pain.
i need a someone to talk to. but i don't just talk to anyone.
i don't find my life meaningful anymore.

so for now,i won't be updating much.
im studying for my EOYs.
it's bloody difficult to study at home.
i may be closing my blog.
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