Friday, March 30, 2007 [ 10:30 PM ]
Emotional week. No one actually asks for a week to be so full of emotions.
It's just so frustrating thinking back about it.

If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?


Maybe I've been thinking too much. Maybe it's all a joke, or maybe a dream. Maybe it's just a little too many MAYBEs
I think there were countless times when I'm on the verge of breaking down in class this week.
I can't help it, with all the stress and constant screw-ups I get from school. I don't look forward to going to school, but I actually do look forward to seeing my friends, cos they will be the only who pulls me out of this deep pit of darkness I fell into.
Even Sports Day couldn't cheer me up. Well, emotions were running wild nearing the end.
I liked yesterday, but it was also an emotional day. I spent 3 hours working my a* off for the banner, and it was actually worth it, cos we WON!
I've seen things this week. Not normal things that I get to see every other week.
From unexpected behaviours to unexpected farewells and finally unexpected decisions.
I couldn't eat a proper dinner today. But right now, I'm having gastrics.
I think I've got to start eating properly again.
I'm just so tired. Goddamn tired. I'll collapse one day, and that day will be the day I won't have the strength to carry on from that point.



[I hate emo posts ):]
ps, i like you (:
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