Friday, September 07, 2007
[ 8:53 PM
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I'm wasting my holidays away. No actually I do that everyday. Wasting every passing day and life away.
I should get a job! That shall just be the day when everything changes. Maybe..
Ok, before I start tuning on my emotions, I shall just put this in
BIG FAT FONTS 'cos someone wanted it specially!MELISSA LEE SUPPIAH(aka PAPAYA!), HAPPY 15th!How's life? Being fifteen and all that! HAHAHAH :D
Your birthday present may just come only next year. Depends actually...
But I bet you did enjoy your
GREAT birthday right?
Stop wasting your holidays away(or whatever that is left!)
GO STUDY! STUDY! NOWW! EOYs are just round the corner! AHHHHHHH!
SHUCKS!
That was one hell of a great distraction! I feel much better 'cos I managed to tune away from my emotions just for that 2 mins I needed to think and type out that paragraph for the dearly beloved Melissa :D I HEART YOU MEL ♥
AMaths is starting to get confusing, with the Trig indentities and whatnot! Rwr! EMaths is worst 'cos I don't get a single freaking angles in a cricle properties. That's just bullsh*t man! And yes! I totally forgot everything I
ONCE knew about Light&It's properties. Guess I'm a suckerr for EOYs unless I really really put 110% into preparing for it! I can't even give 80% right now and I'm aiming for 110%. Gahhh!
Today was rather wasted(in a way). I sat on the beach, thinking about life. It sucks so far! There's the ups and downs, but I think, lately, the downs is more than the ups. Oh well. Life's a b*tch. Accepting it is the only way I can carry on with life.
I guess.
I've got sand stuck in my hair, and jeans. It was seriously hard to get rid of it. And both my feet have got tan lines due to the scorching heat from the sun& not forgetting my back too.
I think I know too many September babies. Syaf's,OXQ's&Krys' birthday are all coming up!& October babies too! Gosh!
I'm going to have to get lots of cash to get their gifts!
I don't feel like updating anymore. It's annoying. I wish I can't just switch off my computer for 2 months and switching it back on only after EOYs, but I know that is rather impossible. So I think I shall update only when I feel like it, or when I'm free or when I'm bored with studying!
What Hurts The MostBy Rascal FlattsI can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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